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Kleken

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[alienation]

I am.

[ It's time to step closer to the water, only dropping the towel when it's time to get in.

Maybe... MAYBE he will admit something heartfelt. It feels a bit odd to tell Kleken to witness this and just... expose himself............ even if that's what was.... given to him as a task...... ]

[thisisalie]

[ Kleken sinks in next to him with a pleased sigh, clearly having no issues with the odd situation he's put Lotor into. ]

Oh, that's very nice.

[alienation]

Indeed. I had wondered what use a hot spring would be for a prison—providing comfort to their prisoners is hardly common.

But I have yet to file a complaint on it.

[thisisalie]

This particular prison has proven itself to be rather different from the expected.

I get the feeling of something more like an isolation camp myself.

[alienation]

For our rehabilitation.

[thisisalie]

Have you not felt rehabilitated thusfar?

[alienation]

[ Well. He's considering """"fixing"""" his mass murder but it's not particularly because he feels bad about it. Does that count. ]

I would say that I am bewildered, over anything else.

[thisisalie]

[ In some societies, probably. ]

Why is that?

[alienation]

I've yet to see any positives in these trials we are tasked with. The warden's definition of rehabilitation must be beneficial to someone other than I.

[thisisalie]

Perhaps she works with a definition of socially acceptable different from our own.

[alienation]

Perhaps. Or this rehabilitation is not for us.

[thisisalie]

For the monsters?

[alienation]

[ Leaning onto a palm, thinking. ]

I would believe that over ourselves, but I'm yet to be certain.

[thisisalie]

I would have expected to be more in control then, rather than reversed.

[alienation]

[ Exhales. ]

We will see.

[ . . . well, he's on a mission here, he might as well start. ]

Baring myself emotionally, you said. And physically, but... I've thought of something that could work better, rather than standing up and exposing myself to you.

[thisisalie]

Oh? I'm rather interested in seeing what you've come up with then.

[alienation]

[ He's quiet for a long moment, almost like he's considering not speaking after all, and then: ]

Do you have parents?

[thisisalie]

[ Well this is not where he was expecting the conversation to go and there's a moment where he does look taken off guard. ]

... Well, theoretically, I was born.

[alienation]

Theoretically.

[ Incredible. ]

[thisisalie]

Practically, I've never known them.

[alienation]

You may have to creatively use your imagination, then.

[ He's... he's not jealous, because he wanted to know his mother and her people so badly as he grew up, but there's a strange feeling that is similar. He just wishes he had a different experience than what he did, in the end. ]

I never knew my mother [ In his mind this is true, as she is dead to him, ] and my father cared not for me from the moment I was born. No matter what I did, I was a disappointment. A failure. Weakness is something that cannot stand within the Galra society, and even more so from the Emperor's own son.

[ He IS going somewhere with this. ]

[thisisalie]

[ Rather than saying something, for now Kleken sets his glass down and makes a small gesture for Lotor to continue. ]

[alienation]

I did want to impress him. I did want him to care for me. But he was a tyrant—the Galra have always been conquerors, but Zarkon was excessive. He destroyed entire planets, millions of people, just as a show of strength.

And if he did not outright kill them, he would take them prisoner and force them to submit to the empire.

When I was young and received my first outpost, I worked alongside the people of the planet; I had found out the identity of my mother, and wished to try her people's methods. They were peaceful, but I attempted to appeal to my father through the fact that they were efficient. He'd have the quintessence he desired, more so than any of his own colonies would supply.

[ ... ]

He killed them all in front of me to prove a point, and then exiled me. [ ..... ] And yet, this is only context. I have yet to get to the heartfelt admission.

[thisisalie]

[ Giving a nod, his expression still attentive. ]

[alienation]

[ Tapping his claws against the stone, thoughtful. ]

From that moment on, I could only hate him and his empire. And why not? They all hated me just for existing. So, I spent thousands of years cultivating plans to upset the empire, to end my father's tyrannical rule.

And that day did come. [ Here's the heartfelt part. ] But afterwards, it wasn't as simple as I had thought it would be. I had thought I'd celebrate his death at my hands, but there was none of that to be found within me. I did not regret it, but there was no rejoicing, either.